HASHBROWN .

2010-02-20T22:56:00.002+08:00

Alot of thing happen , that could change my life forever ~

I'm in sec 4 now , might be my last year , yet , i gonna expelled . I finally have interest in all my work now , yet , such a thing have to happen to me .

I WANT TO CONTINUE REPRESENT MY SCHOOL IN SOCCER , I WANT TRY TO GO UP SEC 5 , I WANT SEE SY IN SCHOOL , but all this could never happen till the end of year , i think .

I miss schooling ...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ...

2010-02-15T04:38:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Happy chinese new year ah !

I very long didnt post , doesn't mean this blog is dead already okay . i'll try very very hard to keep this going :) Now i'm at keith house , haha , talking to hashbrown . :)

Later on still need to go grandma house at jurong ...

Haix , everything change , one by one , your leave , i dont know when my time is up . i'm still trying to hang in there , see how it goes .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEITH ..... THAT FAT PIG

2009-12-27T00:48:00.002+08:00

i just found out that your older post is still at the bottom of the tag board ...

beckham ah beckham && hai shi ai ni , all still there ... i really miss you , i really miss your beckham ah beckham , i really miss your hai shi ai ni ... Love J, only.

2009-12-27T00:26:00.003+08:00

Just now earn $56 only . I guess my next session have to cancel already . :( Haha , not bad , dont have to go through the pain all this . :)

First time tag with Shu ting , still didn't know will clear eh ! Anyway , we two just now did a good act . We intend to sell every box at 14.90 , but when we saw a aunty who's willing to help , but pocket only left exactly 14 , so we two go return her $4 , charge her at $10 only . :) Haha , today 1st time tag only i tell her bout stupid stuff , luckily tomorrow she still want to tag with me . -.-

HAHA , GOING TO PLAY BLACKSHOT ALREADY . :)

just a reply make me v happy already . i cant meet you , cant call you , i dont know what to do . but i know i can do anything , exept giving you up . i just hope you'll be gone for a short while only , and not forever ...

2009-12-23T00:57:00.002+08:00

Just decided to start blogging things inside again . :)

Just now earn 60+ with xiao bai , haha tmr tagging with him again ...

i really don't know why become like that , like too fast , too unexpected . i still love you like last time . i can sacrifice everything for you . i dont know if you still remember those times or not , but i can only say that not everyone can repeat that times again . those times we tag tgt , go out , sit at staircase talk all this .

it's all your choice now , i can't do anything but wait .

Love you , Love J, only.

2009-11-13T02:18:00.002+08:00

HELLO , long time didn't post . :)

Today go home early , save money , haha . Today never work , because got something on , tmr still have to wake up early in the morning . :(

Working later on with jackie , don;t know can earn how much ...

I don't know what to do anymore , everything is just a no from you . I already want to change , yet you're not giving me a chance at all . I won't do things that you don't like anymore ... it's really not worth giving up each other bacause of that incident , especially when we both love each other . i know you still have me .

I Love You , 789.

HELLO .

2009-10-31T16:35:00.002+08:00

Hello , people . :)

First of all , i want to tell your a surprise , and that's i never retain for sec 4 . WOW ! Unbelivable right ? My geography is blank from the 1st page to the last page . Chemistry paper and POA paper two i didn't even take , but i still go sec 4 ... :D

Recently keep working , yesterday solo , earned around $80+ . Power rightt ? Thanks to cai ying , luckily she got help me abit . :) Later tagging with jeanne , hope everythings go fine for us .

ily. 070809.

2009-10-12T20:31:00.002+08:00

HI. :)

This few days busy , that's why don't really have the time to post . -.- Saturday went yew keng , damn tired ah ! Went to 13th different temple in a single day . :) This few days exam , but didn't really study at all .

I'm at home , and not at work , because i wake up late . -.- Don't know what will uncle say ...
Tomorrow no school , finally . :D

2009-10-04T01:28:00.003+08:00

I'm back at home now. :) Damn bored uh...

I just talk with you on phone just now , and on the way home , i'm still thinking , why must things end this way for us ? What you told me just now , is it true ? I know i've break my promise afew times before , but , after this , i really learn alot , but why can't you give me another chance ? I still can remember every minute then i spent with you , going sunshine plaza for my geisha , going bugis for my shirt , and remember we two each bring a big bread , which we brought from bugis street ? We even ton at joanne house , with your friends , and we two were always together ... we've tag ice cream together in alot alot of places in singapore . i still can remember , we chose a date to be tgt , and you even said that , if oneday we break , i'll be the one who want to break with you . Now i don't want & you're the one who want :(

The blogskin so gay , also you the one who help me make . And whenever i look at my geisha , i would remember you , and the time you went with jesslyn to accompany me . You on that day even forget to pass us the cab money , you remember ? i went up your house countless times , and everytime , you would ask me not to sleep , and accompany you , now , you no need me anymore ? :( From the first time we tag , we get along quite fine already , i just hope you'll really give me another chance to be like the 1st time , can ? Throw your hair band , pull your hair all this... I won't do things that will make you angry or upset anymore uh , forgive me and give me a chance okay? :(

2009-09-29T16:17:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to say and do anymore ... When we started this relationship on 070809 , i really never thought that things will turn out like that , not this soon ... Now , you're telling me not to contact you anymore , which i can't do it . Why must we two break in the 1st place ? Just bacause i shouted at you ? Just because yo had enough , then you can dump me all alone ? YES , just now is really my fault , i know i shouldn't have go up your house w/o you knowing it . I know you really hate me for that , but do you know that i wait for you for around 3hours , and then got a scolding from you ? Till now , i still love you alot alot , before i sleep every night , i still can remember those times we were together . 070809 , this date is also you chose one , i oblige , and that night i ask you , you said okay , you know how i feel at that time ? I was feeling , i finally have you , and must treasure you . i thought that nothing can really stop us , even before we together . At lorry , you would say , i want t sit with beckham , we would everytime tag . :( I know i had a bad temper , but if you really love me , you would accept me the way i am . Now , i'm willing to change , and just hope the past can rewind ... i know when we were together , we quarrel most of the time . but , i'm 100% sure that you can stil remember those times that you had share with me , i'm sure . Remember our national day ? Remember those time that i went up your house while your parents went for cruise ? I know that pur relationship end up this way , is my fault , but i now really hope that you'll give me a last chance to make it back to you . I'm sure those happy times that we were together will come back ...

Beckham . 070809

2009-09-25T04:14:00.003+08:00

Seriously , you were part of my plan ...

At first , i thought things won't end , not even this soon , but now , the palace seems to collapse , even though i'm trying my best to build it up .

I love you , even before we get together . I really hope things won't change , you'll treat me like you used to be , and i'll change into what i used to be , okay ? Hope we can overcome the bad times ahead , and enjoy the times together .

I LOVE JEANNE , 070809...

2009-09-21T13:27:00.003+08:00

When you are angry, I don't feel like talking to you.
You just look like one insane shouting on your phone at me.
Justgocrazyyourself, k ? My sweetie....

See now, I sleep through the night while you ton.
Now I wake up. And you're sleeping.
Our message is even getting lesser and lesser. Did you even realise that ?
I know Ive always join my friends instead of spending time with you.
But would you really spare a thought for me ?
Told you countless of times already . I have my own reasons. I just couldn't go out with you. ----

Even yesterday, Stantley was the one who shouted at me asking me. NOT YOU SWEETIE.
And you don't look like you care, so why must I ?

You can say that you leave a space for me. I also leave a space for you when we go.
But you didn't sit bside me. Still say the space too small.

I really don't know what happen.

I can ignore your messages and calls for all I want.
In the end, you changed, like so fast ?
At first your message can be ... not very nice?
Then another message will be "You this pig..." And start saying "I love you" ?

I was thinking if we really can't work together. Everytime when we tag, we would quarrel.
100% confirm. Not even once was a success. Only the first time when we tag.
You pulled my rubber band and threw it downstairs. And went down to pick it up for me.
A very nice guy. Yet now, everything is different.

With Loves, Jeanne.

2009-09-21T06:29:00.003+08:00

Yesterday tag with orki , earn 13.50 only . Then go work , didn't even talk to jeanne more than 10 sentences , like we don't even know each other like that . Alot of things that i don't want talk bout , did happen ...

You want reply my message then reply ? Want hang up my call then hang up ? What am i to you ? :( I want to talk things out with you , yet you're like avoiding me . I really want to stop qarrelling with you , but sometimes you would do things that irritate me . What you post at the bottom , is it true ? You're not going to heed my advice anymore already is it ?

We two started this relationship , because of happiness . now , we're really lacking that happiness . Let's start afresh together okay ? I really hope nothing can stop the two of us being tgt . Penalty , i love you . :) 070809...

2009-09-19T15:25:00.003+08:00

Beckham: I never work you also cannot work.
Jeanne: Shut up.

Beckham: Can you stop doing all this this to make me angry ?
Jeanne: Shut the fuck up.

Beckham look at Jeanne.
Jeanne: Kua lan jiao .

Beckham : Dont sit with other guys, must sit with me,
Jeanne: Shut up you mother fucker.

Beckham: Are you freee tomorrow morning ? Accompany me go doctor.
Jeanne: Nonono, busyy.

Beckham: Don't ever say that promise can be break ah.
Jeanne: Is "Promise can be broken" not break.

Beckham: I don't need your sorry.
Jeanne: Fine. I don't really care.

Beckham: I won't hit you la.
Jeanne: When there is a first time, there will be a second time.

HOW CAN YOU JUST PUSH ME , AND SAY SORRY ?

THERE IS NO WAY I WILL YOU DO SCUH A THING AGAIN.

YOU WATCH OUT.

YOU DARE USE YOUR HAND AGAIN, YOU SEE WHAT I WILL DO.

yousucker:/

SORRY AH .

2009-09-19T08:20:00.002+08:00

Hello , friends ! I know your all miss me updating my blog . :D

This few days no time uh . Busy working all day long ... Anyway , yesterday i solo , sell 4 only , but earn 34 . Jeanne tag with jesslyn , they sold 8 , but they earn 27 only , haha NOOB . :) Going to hougang polyclinic later on to remove my stitches on my middle finger . :(

Jeanne , i'm really sorry bout yesterday and those times that i quarrelled with you . You might say my sorry is meaningless and that i everytime also don't mean it ... But starting from now , after reading this , every sorry that i tell you , i'll mean it . promise . I'll control my temper , and not do things that you don't like . I really hope that you'll also stop doing things that i don't like k ? i'll sometimes give in to you , and you must sometimes also give in to me , so that to keep our relationships really going . Let's start afresh after reading this ah . :)

Jeanne , ILY . 070809...

YOU'L ALWAYS BE MINE .

2009-09-15T16:30:00.002+08:00

Hello , we're back together again . I really just hope things like that won't ever happen again k ?

You said that every promise you make is to make me happy , Then why you've to break it to make me damn sad ? Weijie && orki know what will happen , because they will also quarrel , if such things happen to them right ?

From now on , we two have things must talk out nicely okay ? Be more automatice also la . Yesterday lorry also must make me move beside you ? EVERYTHING I ALSO CAN CONTROL , BUT TRY NOT TO TALK TO THOSE , THAT I LAST TIME TOLD YOU BEFORE , BECAUSE I KNOW THEM MORE THAN YOU UNDERSTAND THEM . :D

I REALLY STILL LOVE YOU .

2009-09-13T01:21:00.002+08:00

Just now afternoon , li ying && "Penalty" come up my house & give me a BIG BIG surprise . they tries to wake me up , only suceeded after along long time , haha .

After that , went to hougang mall with "Penalty" , li ying && jesslyn...

Went there to buy presents for the birthday twins , andrea & regina .:)

Everything work out nicely , and we soon reach downtown chalet . Like everyone , i also thought that nothing would ever happen to me and her again , and i was wrong ...

Something stupid happen , and we two break again , just like a twig.:(

&& we could not get back again... :(

I really love her alot , alot .

i don't want to lose you ,

2009-09-10T15:18:00.002+08:00

Busy this few days , that's why didn't get to blog that often . People , don't be disappointed okay ?!? :D

Oh , yes ! Yesterday is my 4th session . Just some touch up && shading . The shading is damn bloody pain can ! * especially near the armpit there * -.- In total , i spent 700+ already !

Jeanne now outside with her friends . Hope you won't mind givng you 40 instead of the sum you wanted . MUST ENJOY YOURSELF OKAY ! :D

We've been together for a month already. I admit our one month is nothing special , we even quarrelled. But i assure you everything will be so different next time out okay? I love you. 070809.

CHIN YEE ah CHIN YEE .

2009-09-04T14:21:00.002+08:00

Hello , friends .

Haha , i finally have sometimes to blog some craps here . :D Just now went to Yuying sec to see my "penalty" && her friends . Hehe , manage to see wilson & kelvin ah . :) I just log into my blog only i saw some CRAZY woman complaining at the botton post . -.- SIAO AH ?

Later tagging with Joanne , i know i can clear , but i wonder if she can clear not . I don;t have any confidence on her . Ask her to tag with Jesslyn or Thng jay she don't want . -.-

The ice cream man is ringing his bell under my house carpark now , going down to buy one for myself .

BYEEEEEEE.......

超级想你!

2009-09-03T15:29:00.008+08:00

HELLO HUMANS. Jeanne here.
I swear I won't ask Beckham come my school anymore !
Cause he cock too much already. Everytime end up also never come. Arghhhh !
Think he is sleeping now. THAT BITCH ~!@#$%^&*
&& by the way... I didn't mention the word 'break' hor ...
Never wear pants inside only can link till so far. Haixx. :/
Quite lame. But thats you, i mean you have your own thinking...
You get so fed up easily. While I'm in school and I don't feel that there's anything wrong,
I wasn't even angry, not at all.I know my temper is not as bad as yours la. HA!
And I can never be as bad as youuu ! :)
You also got use the word sorry to me before. I also forgive you.
Now I say sorry, you say the same thing will happen again. (!???!)
Maybe you can just think of how you treat me and how i treat you, how different it was, right ?

I think I am too sweeeeeet for you. :/

If you think that I wanted to meet you just because the whole reason was that I want to borrow SS book from you, then don't lend it to me, k ?
I admit that part of the reason is that, but I so-so-so many days never see you already. _l_
You see now what time already. Not only never go school, still sleeping now.
Leave me alone, like so fun. LOL. What the hell.
I like it when you go to school, then we will message like non-stop. Much more fun.

Too bad our 1st month falls on my N-level. So pathetic can ? Walaoo. );

If not can go Sakae Sushi with Jessica and Brian le.

Loves ♥

BECKHAM CANNOT KEEP HIS PROMISE !

2009-09-02T15:10:00.004+08:00

Beckham sucks, hahaha. He say want come find me after school.
Then now he went missing. Don't know what his brain is thinking.
Anyway, did your picture scare you ?? Very big right ?
Hahaaaa. Faster say "thank you" to me !!!
Ok..now, we both need $$ . D;

2009-08-31T13:15:00.003+08:00

Didn't went to school again , super tired ~

Haha , didn't blog for sometimes already , as i recently don;t have the times . :) Was working almost everyday , trying to save money for my next appointment .

Yesterday tag with Jeanne , each of us earned $31 . Tag with Li ying later on as Jeanne can't work . :(

I'm damn bored now , don't know of i should sleep or what .

i love you , 07.08.09

remember everything that i told you okay ? :D

WE'RE BACK AGAIN , FINALLY .

2009-08-25T12:04:00.002+08:00

HAHA , just eat finish my maggie mee , now drinking ribena . -.- Didn't go to school today , cos i wake up late .

Btw , we're now together again . :D I'm very happy that you're stil mine . :)

We'll not be separated again , okay ? i love you . :D

Later maybe going out with kenneth to cut hair ...

Haha , still don't know if i'm going to work later on not .

BYE .

IT'S THEN SAME OLD STORY .

2009-08-23T19:14:00.002+08:00

Just quarrelled again just now , then your can guess what happen next .:( But , this time , i'm not the one who reqeust for it . In fact , i don't even wanted it to happen . It's the same thing that took place for the 2nd time , D**** went up her house , then quarrel , then break .

Your keep asking me to say bout him as a person , but when i told your already , your also never listen , so why bother to know in the 1st place ? Do you know how i'm feeling now ? Everytime also b'cos of like that then break . I already promise you i won't want to break with you , so , did i say out break just now when i was angry ? NO , I didn't .

You promise not to ask him up again , but did you ask him up again ?

I also don't want such a thing to happen ... I was all prepared to meet your when such things happen .

Yesterday only we sms each other . I was still asking you having fun all this etc .
Then what happen again today ? It's only afew hours only when everything change .

I don;t think I'll have you back again , but i just hope you'll remember the promise and times we've together .

I Love You ,

$.$.$.

2009-08-22T11:26:00.002+08:00

Hello .

Wah , my back still very pain after yesterday . But , i'm very happy that after every session , it's completing soon ! :D Jackie , orki and kenneth went with me . The session lasted bout 3hours plus i think . Haha , luckily they go play pool , if not also don't know how they going to spent the time ... -.-

The outline on my ribcage there was damn damn pain ~ The shading on the scenery was also damn damn pain ah ! :( After yesterday session , i'm abit afraid to go into tattoo studio anymore , haha . :D

That "stupig" Jeanne haven't wake up i think . Haha , she sleep earlier than me but wake up later than me .

I LOVEYOU , JEANNE .

07.08.09. we'll never be separated again ...

HELLO , HELLO , HELLO .

2009-08-21T15:01:00.002+08:00

Hi . Later going over sunshine plaza for my 3rd session later on . :) I'm glad that our problem is solve , haha . LOVE YOU THE MOST . :)

Didn't go school today , damn tired , that's why . Cook my own maggie mee to eat , watch t.v awhile then went off to bed again . Haha , just manage to wake up before 3 . Don't know who will accompany later . :( Orki now sleeping , jackie just called me .

Haix , don't know who going . :( Maybe i should just go alone ...

YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MINE .

2009-08-20T18:04:00.002+08:00

Nothing is going to happen to us again , promise . You might think that i everytime also say this , but didn't meant it , but i'm really glad that you give me another chance to prove to you . I won't disappoint you , again .

I really regret what i told you over the phone just now , damn regret , that's why i called for your friend for some help . I won't ask you for any ***** anymore , hope you 'll do the same too , and let's be there for each other .

I LOVE YOU ,
07.08.09...

IS IT OVER JUST LIKE THAT ?

2009-08-20T16:01:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to do , we were still fine yesterday , i still kiss you yesterday but eveything is over just like that . It's only afew hours ago only that you said you love me , then now , you didn't even reply me ...

I know i'm the one who ask for the ***** , but can you understand how i feel just now ? I was still looking forward to going out with you on david bday , but now , i don't think it will happen . I know it's my fault , but seriously , did you ever listen to what i told you before ? I admit , most of the time is really my fault , now everything is over , can't do anything already .

Hope you can remember the times we spent together ,

i love you .

I LOVE YOU , JEANNE .

2009-08-19T15:46:00.002+08:00

HAHA , didn't blog for afew days already , damn tired can . :( Yesterday , ton at her house , with li ying . :D

i hope after yesterday , you'll still invite me up ... :(

I'm sorry bout yesterday , i know i shouldn't have said those words , even if i'm damn angry . The terms & condition is the one i set up , then now i'm the one who almost break it , sorry . :( I'm 100% sure that "A" won't affect the two of us , promise . NO ONE WILL AFFECT US K ? :D
I love you dam lot , will not upset you again ... MUST REMEMBER OUR TERMS & CONDITIONS OKAY ! :D I hope everything will be fine by now , and hope we can be like last time . :)

Later i solo again , haha . Yesterday manage to earn $50 only . :( "J" will tag with another "J" call joanne , haha . Now waiting for her to call me and talk , LOVE HER THE MOST .

nothing wil break us up , 070809 ...

I'M HUNGRY .

2009-08-17T14:01:00.002+08:00

Hey , i'm damn hungry now , that stupid Jeanne also don't want reply my message already is it ? ;D Haha , yesterday night didn't post anything cos very very tired ~ Tag with jeanne yesterday , each of us earn 50+ . :) Sold 4box to her aunt for $50 . YEAY , we manage to sell 14boxes yesterday ! :DDD

Later on , didn't work , cos maybe accompany Orki to go for his 2nd session . Still don't know if jeanne going not . If she can't go , then i also won't be going i think . :(

I WANT TO BUY LOADS OF STUFF , BUT DON'T KNOW WANT TO BRING HOW MUCH COS MY 3RD SESION COMING IN ANOTHER FEW DAYS, :(

i'm going off to think already ! BYE ...

JEANNE , YOU"RE MINE . :)

2009-08-15T15:19:00.000+08:00

哈咯，甜甜！
我不知道要写什么啦。
爱死你爱死你！：）

不要抽太多烟，伤身体。

J.E.A.N.N.E.

2009-08-15T01:31:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps , :D

Haha , just now tag with jeanne , earn $30 . :) Just now called her and talk awhile , then she complain that she very tired , ask me to call her back again in another 30mins time . :0 I'm currently reading my soccer magazine while waiting for her to take a short nap . :) Can't wait to talk to her again , haha .

You know what , i just realise that i love her more & more each day , even though she sometimes make me "pek chek " , haha .

PROMISE THAT I'LL KEEP THIS RELATIONSHIP GOING , PROMISE ME WILL YOU ?

2009-08-14T14:50:00.000+08:00

Hello Beckham.
He bully me, he keep ask me call uncle, I don't dare lor.
But I still call anyway. Hahaaa.
Okayy, he's sleeping now. So bored.
Going to use internet awhile more and off to bed!
See you later wor Beckham ! Love youuu, hehee :)

MARLBORO MENTHOL .

2009-08-13T12:50:00.003+08:00

Just quarelled with my mum . She is just tryng to throw me out of this house , this family . Seriously , it's just a matter of time before i leave . We would quarrel every single day , everytime we meet . I just wish we could settle everything & let things be like last time ...

Enough of my mum already , Jeanne better . :)

I'm currently trying my best to keep myself awake by blogging . She's currently having her prelims now, so she tell me that she'll text me again later on , but i mustn't fall sleep . :)

Haha , hope she can pass all her subject uh . :D

I LOVE YOU , JEANNE .

"J" , SORRY FOR JUST NOW K ? :(

2009-08-12T16:54:00.000+08:00

HI .

Just came back from jesslyn house . Don't be mistaken , i go up b'cos i wanted to meet "J" . :)
Haha , jesslyn the dog very cute , call , Bearbear . :D

I just now make "J" angry again . :( I know it's my fault , don't angry anymore already k ? :(
I yesterday just tel you our "TERMS && CONDITIONS" only , then you today forget already . Don't ever say out just now that sentence again k ?

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE ,

hope you'll have the time to post something later on . i want surprises . :D

2009-08-12T09:17:00.000+08:00

Hello B ! J here, k ... :)
See your skin already message me.
Your skin so lady la, please. HAHA.
I put your favourite song "New Divide".
Bye, love you :)

HI , PEOPLE .

2009-08-11T18:16:00.000+08:00

HELLO ! :)

Wah , shit . Today , i tear my school pant . -.- Got a big big hole . :( So , i've no choice , but to climb out the school fence and go home .

Curently talking to "J" now . Haha , just told her our "TERMS and CONDITIONS" . :D

Just now tag with orki . Each of us just earn $25 . Just now went to serangoon pass "J" money , so i've save $63 already . :)

Haha , she wants to sleep already , so no choice , have to post a short post . :D

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE......................

2009-08-10T20:30:00.000+08:00

Hello. Posting on behalf of Beckham. :)

I LOVE YOU . HAHA

HELLO , HELLO .

2009-08-10T15:12:00.000+08:00

Haha , currrently talking with J now on msn . :)

I've to hold on awhile as she's helping her brother in power point .

She's good at it okay !

Later tagging with orki , hope it will be a success ! :)

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY . :)

2009-08-10T06:12:00.000+08:00

I've a great times with you just now . :)

I LOVE YOU .
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